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Ba.t cho Mo^.t Gia^'c Mo+ Tie^n

Duy Lam

     Trong cuo^.c ddo+`i la`m va(n cu?a to^i, to^i va^~n thu+o+`ng dda(.c bie^.t lu+u ta^m ti`m ddo.c nhu+~ng sa'ng ta'c pha^?m dde^` ca^.p to+'i ti`nh ye^u cu?a ca'c ta'c gia? go^'c mie^`n Nam, vo+'i mo^.t su+. ha'o hu+'c pha tro^.n to` mo` ra^'t de^~ hie^?u, vi` to^i tha^'y ddo' thu+.c va^~n la` mo^.t khoa?ng tro^'ng ca^`n pha?i ddu+o+.c la^'p dda^`y, nha^'t la` sau 1954 khi ca? trie^.u ngu+o+`i Ba('c Trung di ta?n va`o la^.p nghie^.p ta.i vu`ng dda^'t du+o+'i vy~ tuye^'n 17 . To^i cu~ng tha^'y pha^`n na`o co' su+. ba^'t co^ng khi cu+' nha('c dde^'n ti`nh ye^u la` mo.i ngu+o+`i ha^`u nhu+ chi? nha('c to+'i nhu+~ng mo^'i ti`nh cu?a va(n chu+o+ng la~ng ma.n go.i la` tie^`n chie^'n, nhu+ Du~ng-Loan cu?a DDoa.n Tuye^.t, Chu+o+ng-Thu cu?a Bu+o+'m Tra('ng, Ngo.c va` Lan cu?a Ho^`n Bu+o+'m Mo+ Tie^n hoa(.c Mai-Lo^.c, Hie^`n-Vo.i cu?a Nu+?a chu+`ng Xua^n va` Tro^'ng Ma'i v .v . Su+. la^'n a't kha' la` dai da(?ng cu?a ca'c ma^~u mu+.c ve^` ti`nh ye^u cu?a gio`ng va(n chu+o+ng la~ng ma.n co`n ddu+o+.c ta(ng cu+o+`ng khi ddo^ng dda?o ca'c ta'c pha^?m cu?a tho+`i ky` na`y ddu+o+.c chi'nh thu+'c ddu+a va`o gia?ng da.y ta.i ca'c ca^'p Tie^?u Trung va` DDa.i ho.c, va` qua? tha^.t su+. tro^ng cho+` ca'c ta'c pha^?m hay te^' nhi. sinh ddo^.ng va` sa^u sa('c do ca'c nha` va(n go^'c Nam do va^.y va^~n chu+a ddu+o+.c dda'p u+'ng tho?a ma~n i't ra rie^ng ddo^'i vo+'i tru+o+`ng ho+.p cu?a to^i, mo^.t nha` va(n go^'c Ba('c-Trung .

     Cho ne^n sau na`y to^i dda~ ra^'t thu' vi. ddo.c ta'c pha^?m DDo` Do.c cu?a anh Bi`nh Nguye^n Lo^.c, mo^.t ba.n va(n cu`ng nho'm Va(n Ho'a Nga`y Nay va` Chu' Tu+ Ca^`u cu?a anh Le^ Xuye^n . To^i ra^'t thi'ch ca'i gio.ng va(n kho?e khoa('n tu+. nhie^n va` cu~ng ra^'t di' do?m cu?a hai nha` va(n na`y . To^i kho^ng chu' y' ti`m o+? ca'c ta'c pha^?m cu?a ca'c anh su+. pha^n ti'ch sa^u sa('c ve^` ta^m ly' hay nhu+~ng ddoa.n va(n trong sa'ng o'ng chuo^'t xen la^~n ta? ca?nh va^.t va` ti`nh ca?m, ma` chi? thi'ch thu' nhu+~ng ca^u ddo^'i thoa.i vo+'i lo^'i no'i duye^n da'ng ngo.t nga`o dda(.c bie^.t cu?a da^n mie^`n Nam va` nhu+~ng die^~n bie^'n ta^m ly' do^`n da^.p kha' ly ky` la('t le'o va` nhu+~ng ga(.p go+~ ky` thu' ddu+a da^~n dde^'n nhu+~ng gu't tha('t ta^m ly' mang dde^'n su+. nga.c nhie^n cho ngu+o+`i ddo.c . Thu+.c su+. to^i kho^ng hie^?u co' pha?i ca'c nha` va(n go^'c mie^`n Nam na`y khi du+.ng chuye^.n mo^.t ca'ch vo^ thu+'c dda~ bi. pha^`n na`o a?nh hu+o+?ng cu?a nghe^. thua^.t tri`nh die^~n ca?i lu+o+ng hay kho^ng, cho ne^n co^'t truye^.n kha' ly ky` vo+'i nhu+~ng ddo^.t bie^'n ta^m ly' ne^n giu+~ ddu+o+.c su+. chu' y' theo ro~i cu?a ngu+o+`i ddo.c, va` di~ nhie^n lo^'i du+.ng truye^.n na`y cu~ng ra^'t ha^'p da^~n va` lo^i cuo^'n, khie^'n ngu+o+`i ddo.c pha?i ho^'i ha? ddo.c mo^.t ma.ch tu+` dda^`u dde^'n cuo^'i truye^.n dde^? bie^'t ke^'t cu.c se~ ra sao, ai ye^u ai ai tha^'t vo.ng vo+'i ai, ai ha.nh phu'c vo+'i ai . Nhu+~ng ddie^?m no^?i ba^.t to^i dda~ ti`m tha^'y va` thi'ch o+? ca'c nha` va(n vu+`a ne^u la` ti`nh ye^u giu+~a ca'c nha^n va^.t trong chuye^.n qua? die^~n ra co' kha'c bie^.t vo+'i gio`ng va(n la~ng ma.n: kha'c o+? cho^~ ca'c nha^n va^.t ddo' ga(.p nhau ra^'t ho^`n nhie^n, ye^u nhau kha' nhanh va` ddu+o+.c ye^u kho^ng vui la('m dda.t nhu+~ng ddi?nh cao xu'c ddo^.ng kha' de^~ va` tha^'t ti`nh tho+`i co' ve? cu~ng kho^ng buo^`n bao nhie^u va` nha^'t la` ca'c nha^n va^.t nu+~ cu?a ca'c anh ra^'t kho?e ma.nh ngoa.i hi`nh dda^`y dda(.n ha^'p da^~n va` la.i ra^'t dda ti`nh, khi ye^u ra^'t no^`ng na`n cuo^`ng nhie^.t kho^ng suy ti'nh ma^`u me` hoa(.c bi. che^' ngu+. qua' dda'ng bo+?i nhu+~ng ca^'m ky. cu?a dda.o ly' .

     Sau khi va`o dde^` kha' da`i do`ng nhu+ tre^n, to^i nghi~ co' the^? no'i tha(?ng ra dda^y la` cuo^'n Mo^.t Gia^'c Mo+ Tie^n la` mo^.t cuo^'n truye^.n thua^.t nhu+~ng mo^'i ti`nh cu?a gio+'i tre? ddo.c ra^'t ha^'p da^~n va` lo^i cuo^'n, cuo^'n truye^.n dda~ khie^'n to^i dda~ pha?i ddo.c mo^.t ma.ch he^'t ho+n 200 trang va` khi ga^.p sa'ch la.i va^~n chu+a he^'t tha('c ma('c la` ca'i anh cha`ng Hie^'u nha^n va^.t chi'nh sau khi le^n Sa`i go`n ho.c tie^'p co' tro+? la.i ga(.p va` ye^u co^ DDie^.p hay kho^ng va` ti`nh ye^u dde^'n co' qua nhu+~ng ca?nh a^n a'i cuo^`ng nhie^.t tu+o+ng tu+. hay sa^u dda^.m ho+n ca'i sen a^n a'i do+? dang giu+~a Hie^'u va` Thu?y mo^.t ngu+o+`i ti`nh kha'c nha^n va^.t phu. hay kho^ng ? Ca'i sen ma` ta'c gia? dda~ cho't dde^? ngo`i bu't lo^i ddi qua' xa ta.o tha`nh mo^.t ddie^?m cao ki'ch ddo^.ng (climax) khie^'n tro.ng ta^m cu?a truye^.n ho+i bi. ke'o le^.ch ve^` hu+o+'ng phu. va` khie^'n ta'c gia? kha' mie^~n cu+o+~ng bo? lu+?ng mo^'i ti`nh chi'nh Hie^'u-DDie^.p ma` ngu+o+`i ddo.c ddo+n gia?n nhu+ to^i cha(?ng ha.n cu+' ddo.c nhanh ho+n dde^? xem ta'c gia? ddu+a da^~n mo^'i ti`nh cha('c ra^'t go+.i ca?m na`y ddi ve^` dda^u . Co`n nhu+~ng nha^n va^.t phu. nhu+ Ye^'n sao ta'c gia? la.i lo+ la` kho^ng co^'ng hie^'n cho ddo^.c gia? va`i ga(.p go+~ die^~n bie^'n ta^m ly' ddu+a dde^'n ti`nh ye^u la` ca'i cha('c vo+'i cha`ng Chie^u, mo^.t nha^n va^.t phu. kha'c de^~ me^'n va` ra^'t hu+'a he.n se~ ye^u say dda('m ne^'u co' co+ ho^.i ga(.p la.i Ye^'n .

     Tre^n dda^y la` va`i nha^.n xe't ve^` co^'t truye^.n, sau dda^y to^i xin tie^'p tu.c ne^u mo^.t so^' nhu+~ng u+u ddie^?m no^?i ba^.t kha'c cu?a Mo^.t Gia^'c Mo+ Tie^n dda~ khie^'n to^i chu' y', nhu+~ng u+u ddie^?m theo to^i dda~ ta.o tha`nh mo^.t ca'i ne^`n kha' vu+~ng cha('c cho ti'nh cha^'t nha` va(n trong anh Nguye^~n Ta^'n Hu+ng, ma` nhu+~ng ta'c pha^?m tru+o+'c dda^y va^~n chi? ddu+o+.c coi la` nhu+~ng loa.i truye^.n tu+. su+. hay ho^`i ky', nhu+ anh Hu+ng dda~ tu+. nha^.n xe't kha' ddu'ng "... Tuy ddo+`i so^'ng no^.i ta^m ra^'t ho+`i ho+.t, nhu+ng co' le~ ha^'p da^~n ddo^.c gia? o+? ca^u chuye^.n va` nhu+~ng su+. kie^.n dda~ xa?y ra ..." va` dda.i cu+o+ng cu~ng tru`ng ho+.p vo+'i nhu+~ng go'p y' cha^n ti`nh cu?a to^i vo+'i anh la` ca^`n pha?i dda`o sa^u ho+n va`o ta^m ly' nha^n va^.t o+? nhu+~ng ddoa.n na`o, ha^`u ta.o be^` sa^u ta^m ly' va` ddo^. te^' nhi. ca^`n thie^'t dde^? ta.o mo^.t kho^ng khi' rie^ng cho ta'c pha^?m .

     Tru+o+'c he^'t to^i muo^'n no'i to+'i mo^.t tha`nh co^ng dda'ng ke^? cu?a anh Hu+ng la` anh bo? kha' nhie^`u co^ng dde^? du+.ng le^n ca'i khung ca?nh no^ng tho^n va` mo^.t tha`nh pho^' nho? cu?a ddo^`ng ba(`ng so^ng Cu+?u Long nhu+ My~ Tho . Mo^.t khung ca?nh ra^'t hie^.n thu+.c ro~ ne't va` cu~ng kho^ng thie^'u nhu+~ng ddoa.n ne^n tho+, ca'i ne^n tho+ rie^ng cu?a ddo^`ng que^ tru` phu' vo+'i vu+o+`n ca^y a(n qua? so^ng ra.ch va` ca'c loa.i nha` cu+?a pho^' phu+o+`ng, va` dda~ ta.o ne^n nhu+~ng ma^`u sa('c ddi.a phu+o+ng (couleurs locales) ra^'t dda(.c bie^.t ha^'p da^~n ngu+o+`i ddo.c, nha^'t la` nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i ddo.c sinh tru+o+?ng o+? ca'c mie^`n kha'c . Anh cu~ng dda~ chu+'ng to? co' mo^.t tri' nho+' sa('c be'n va` to^'t, ha`nh trang ra^'t co' lo+.i va` tha^.t ca^`n thie^'t cho mo^.t nha` va(n . Anh dda~ mo^ ta? vo+'i mo^.t su+. tri`u me^'n say dda('m ra^'t de^~ thu+o+ng tu+`ng con ddu+o+`ng tu+`ng kie^?u nha` tu+`ng ddi.a ddie^?m dda'ng lu+u ta^m va` cu~ng kho^ng que^n chu dda'o chu' thi'ch ai cu+ ngu. o+? no+i ddo' va` li.ch su+? to'm ta('t cu?a mo^~i ddi.a danh tha('ng ca?nh . Pha?i la` ngu+o+`i tha thie^'t va` ye^u que^ hu+o+ng la('m mo+'i dda(.t bu't vie^'t va` la`m no^?i ba^.t trong tri' tu+o+?ng ngu+o+`i ddo.c mo^.t ca'ch cu. the^? va` hie^.n thu+.c nha^'t ca? ca'i khung ca?nh tru` phu' va` dde.p dde~, no+i ma` nhu+~ng nha^n va^.t cu?a anh lo+'n le^n so^'ng ga(.p go+~ vui cho+i ke^'t ba.n vo+'i nhau va` ye^u nhau cu~ng pha?i no'i la` ra^'t ho^`n nhie^n dung di. va` cu~ng tu+. nhie^n kho?e khoa('n nhu+ co? ca^y hoa la' cu?a mie^`n Nam hie^`n ho`a mu+a na('ng hai mu`a . Pha?i no'i cho ro~ ddo' qua? la` mo^.t khung ca?nh kha' ly' tu+o+?ng cho ca'c ngu+o+`i tre? he.n ho` co^ng khai vu.ng tro^.m ki'n dda'o nhie^`u hay i't nhu+ng ro~ ra`ng la` ra^'t thua^.n tie^.n . Ca'i thua^.n tie^.n na`y no' pha^n bie^.t va` kha'c ha(?n ca'i ca?nh trai ga'i he.n ho` ga(.p nhau a^n a'i kho' kha(n ho+n nhie^`u dda~ khie^'n ca'c ca^y bu't go^'c Ba('c, Trung khi pha?i ti`m ca'ch cho ca'c nha^n va^.t cu?a ho. ti`m dde^'n nhau trong ca?nh ddo^`ng kho^ co? cha'y co^`n ca't cho'i chang vo+'i ha`ng tho^ng ga^`y hay ca?nh ddo^`ng chua nu+o+'c ma(.n dda^'t i't ngu+o+`i ddo^ng ma` mo.i ha`nh vi cu?a trai ga'i bi. theo ro~i kha' la` cha(.t che~ va` co' pha^`n cay nghie^.t .

     U+u ddie^?m thu+' hai to^i muo^'n ne^u ra la` ca'i ta`i ke^? truye^.n va` da^~n da('t nha^n va^.t cu~ng nhu+ mo^ ta? ngoa.i hi`nh lo+`i a(n tie^'ng no'i phu.c su+'c va` nhu+~ng bie^?u lo^. ti`nh ca?m cu?a ho. cu?a ta'c gia? . Pha?i no'i la` anh Hu+ng dda.t mo^.t phong ca'ch ke^? truye^.n tha^.t tu+. nhie^n linh ddo^.ng va` cu~ng pha?i no'i la` co' nhu+~ng ddoa.n kha' tha`nh co^ng va` te^' nhi. ve^` ta^m ly' . Nhu+~ng nha^n va^.t tha^.t so^'ng xua^'t hie^.n vui nho^.n va` sinh ddo^.ng la^`n lu+o+.t ddu+o+.c ta'c gia? ddu+a va`o truye^.n tu+. nhie^n cu+' nhu+ cuo^.c ddo+`i va^.y va` nhi.p ddo^. die^~n tie^'n luo^n giu+~ ddu+o+.c su+. chu' y' cu?a ddo^.c gia? . To^i nghi~ nhu+~ng ddoa.n tha`nh co^ng la` ddoa.n DDie^.p ddu+o+.c Ye^'n ddu+a ve^` nha` ga(.p Hie^'u, ca'i ca?nh tre`o du+`a va` ha'i du+`a bo^? du+`a Ye^'n dde^'n tha(m DDie^.p, ca?nh dda`n ddu'm le^n co+ ta.i nha` Hie^'u va` ba.n Hie^'u, buo^?i ddi ta('m so^ng cu?a Hie^'u vo+'i hai chi. em Du+o+ng Cha^u Hoa`i Hu+o+ng . DDo^.c gia?, dda^y la` to^i, dda~ ti`m tha^'y nhie^`u thu' vi. tru+o+'c ca'i lo^'i ddo^'i dda'p ta'n ti?nh nhau kha' go.i la` tru+.c tie^'p va` thoa?i ma'i giu+~a ca'c ca(.p trai ga'i, kho^ng co' su+. giu+~ ke~ qua' dda'ng va` cu~ng cha(?ng co' nhu+~ng lo^'i cho+i tu+` ngu+~ bo'ng ba^?y o+~m o+` hay y' nhi. thu+o+`ng tha^'y o+? ca'c truye^.n ti`nh tho+`i ky` la~ng ma.n . Chi? va`i la^`n ga(.p go+~ khi mo^.t ca(.p trai ga'i dda~ co' ca?m ti`nh vo+'i nhau, ta'c gia? dda~ da^~n ho. ho` he.n ddi cho+i chung dde^? ro^`i vo+'i ta^'t ca? nhu+~ng so^ng ra.ch vu+o+`n ca^y ra^.m ra.p, dda~ co' the^? dde^? ho. ye^u nhau a^n a'i vo+'i nhau kha' la` say dda('m va` di~ nhie^n la` dde^'n no+i dde^'n cho^'n . Ca'i hay o+? dda^y la` ddo^.c gia? cu~ng tha^'y ddo' la` nhu+~ng die^~n bie^'n ti`nh ye^u tu+. nhie^n va` cu~ng cha(?ng tha('c ma('c la('m hay bi. shock nhie^`u vo+'i ta'c gia?; tuy co' the^? co' ngu+o+`i cho la` ca'c ddoa.n ta? a^n a'i gay ca^'n vi' du. giu+~a Hie^'u-Thu?y ho+i da`i do`ng va` qua' chi tie^'t (explicit) va` cu~ng kho^ng ca^`n thie^'t la('m vi` ta'c gia? co' the^? vie^'t go.n ho+n . To^i cu~ng xin phe'p ddo^`ng y' tru+o+'c vo+'i ca'c ddo^.c gia? na`y, vi` to^i nghi~ mo^'i ti`nh dang do+? va` na(.ng ve^` nhu.c ca?m cu?a ca(.p na`y la.i kho^ng pha?i la` tro.ng ta^m cu?a Mo^.t Gia^'c Mo+ Tie^n, va` ma(.t kha'c dda~ khie^'n ca^u truye^.n gia?m bo+'t ca'i kho^ng khi' tru+~ ti`nh ca'i ne't tu+o+i ma't ho^`n nhie^n va` nga^y tho+ cu?a ca'c mo^'i ti`nh dda^`u ddo+`i cu?a lo+'p tre? co`n ddang tuo^?i theo ho.c Trung ho.c . No'i cho ddu'ng chi? mo+'i ddo.c te^n truye^.n va` lu+o+'t qua ca'c dda^`u dde^` cu?a ca'c ddoa.n cu?a truye^.n va` mo+'i chi? ddo.c ca'c trang dda^`u, ne^'u to^i ddoa'n kho^ng la^`m ta'c gia? co' du.ng y' ne^u le^n mo^.t qua~ng ddo+`i tha^`n tie^n cu?a ca'c nha^n va^.t, mo^.t qua~ng ddo+`i ma` nha^n va^.t chi'nh Hie^'u, co' the^? chi'nh ta'c gia?, mo^.t khi dda~ le^n Sa`i go`n ho.c va`o ddo+`i se~ va^~n nho+' la.i vo+'i mo^.t su+. ca?m hoa`i man ma'c, ve^` mo^.t ca'i gi` dde.p dda~ qua ddi trong ddo+`i . Ve^` phu+o+ng die^.n thua^`n tu'y ky~ thua^.t vie^'t ne^'u kho^ng co' ca'i bu+o+'c le^.ch sang be^n mo^'i ti`nh Hie^'u-DDie^.p tho+`i ca'i du.ng y' du+.ng le^n mo^.t truye^.n ti`nh ho^`n nhie^n la`nh ma.nh va` kho?e ma.nh la` kha'c ma` va^~n tha^'p thoa'ng ca'i ne't tru+~ ti`nh va` mo+ mo^.ng, ta'c gia? dda~ dda.t ddu+o+.c, va` nhi.p va(n ma.ch va(n dda~ thua^`n nha^'t tu+` dda^`u dde^'n cuo^'i truye^.n .

     U+u ddie^?m thu+' ba la` nho+` ddo.c cuo^'n Mo^.t Gia^'c Mo+ Tie^n cu?a anh Hu+ng to^i dda~ ti`m tha^'y ca'i ve? nhu.c ca?m (sensualite') ra^'t tu+. nhie^n va` de^~ me^'n trong ca'c tie^'p xu'c trai ga'i, mo^.t ne't dda(.c bie^.t to^i ra^'t thi'ch o+? ca'c tie^?u thuye^'t truye^.n nga('n cu?a mo^.t so^' ta'c gia? go^'c mie^`n Nam . To^i dda~ hie^?u ra la` trai ga'i du` ho.c Trung ho.c tho+`i hoa(.c la` ngu+o+`i no^ng tho^n ra ti?nh ho.c hay ngu+o+`i cu+ ngu. o+? ti?nh la.i co' nha` co' que^ o+? no^ng tho^n, cho ne^n bie^n gio+'i giu+~a ngu+o+`i so^'ng o+? ti?nh o+? que^ mo+` nha.t va` ngu+o+`i o+? ti?nh co' the^? de^~ da`ng ve^` que^ va` nha^.p va`o nhu+~ng sinh hoa.t ddo^`ng a'ng ruo^.ng vu+o+`n tha^.t dung di. va` thoa?i ma'i . DDa(.c ddie^?m na`y kho' tha^'y trong ca'c tie^?u thuye^'t tie^`n chie^'n vi` su+. ca'ch bie^.t ne^'p so^'ng ho.c va^'n va` ddi.a vi. xa~ ho^.i cu?a ngu+o+`i da^n que^ va` gio+'i trong thu+o+.ng lu+u tha^.t xa ca'ch . Nha^n va^.t kha'ch qua ddo`, mo^.t ngu+o+`i tre? tri' thu+'c nga('m co^ la'i ddo` mo^.t la^`n va` khi tro+? la.i be^'n xu+a tu+o+?ng nga('m ngu+o+`i cu~ hoa' ddo' la` con ga'i co^ la'i ddo` xu+a; hoa(.c cha`ng trai tha`nh thi. tro+? ve^` la`ng dde^? me^ mo^.t tho^n nu+~ dda^.p lu'a trong dde^m tra(ng, ca'm ro^? co^ ta dde^'n cho^~ a^n a'i dde^? khi cha`ng tro+? ve^` tha`nh co^ na`y mang tie^'ng "hoa?ng chu+a" pha?i tu+. tu+? che^'t o+? ao phu? dda^`y be`o, theo to^i nghi~ kho' co' the^? quan nie^.m co' the^? du+.ng le^n ddu+o+.c va` thi'ch ho+.p vo+'i mo^.t truye^.n nhu+ Mo^.t Gia^'c Mo+ Tie^n hay Chu' Tu+ Ca^`u hay trong va`i truye^.n nga('n cu?a Ho^` Tru+o+`ng An .

     U+u ddie^?m thu+' tu+ la` ta'c gia? chu+'ng to? co' ta`i du+.ng (camper) ca'c nha^n va^.t kha' xua^'t sa('c . So vo+'i ca'c cuo^'n sa'ch tru+o+'c dda^y cu?a chi'nh anh, anh Hu+ng dda~ ta.o ddu+o+.c nhu+~ng nha^n va^.t ra^'t so^'ng, kha' ro~ ne't ve^` ngoa.i hi`nh ngo^n ngu+~ gia'ng bo^. va` anh cu~ng kho^ng que^n ca? ca'ch phu.c su+'c va` nhu+~ng ca'i ta^.t nho? dda'ng ye^u hay de^~ ghe't cu?a tu+`ng nha^n va^.t phu. . Ngu+o+`i ddo.c nhanh cho'ng tie^'p xu'c, dda'nh gia' tu+`ng nha^n va^.t dde^? nhanh cho'ng thu' bu+.c bo^.i hoa(.c a'c ca?m vo+'i nha^n va^.t na`y hay nha^n va^.t kia .

     Tuy nhie^n pha?i no'i ro~ ra o+? dda^y la` to^i tha^'y anh co' thie^n vi. vo+'i phe dde.p, cho ne^n ca'c nha^n va^.t nu+~ cu?a anh dde^`u ro~ ne't ve^` ca' ti'nh ngoa.i hi`nh va` phong ca'ch so^'ng, linh ddo^.ng va` ma.nh ho+n ca'c nha^n va^.t nam o+? dda^y chi? ta.o tha`nh ca'i ne^`n kha' mo+` nha.t vo+'i ti'nh ca'ch bo^'i ca?nh (background) tre^n ddo' ca'c nha^n va^.t nu+~ ma(.c su+'c pho^ die^~n ca' ti'nh thao tu'ng ddo^i khi su+. chu' y' cu?a mo.i ngu+o+`i di~ nhie^n cu?a ca? ddo^.c gia? . Nha^n va^.t chi'nh Hie^'u nhi`n va` tha^'y va` ca?m kha' nhie^`u va` ye^u cu~ng nhie^`u kho^ng ke'm, nhu+ng tu+` dda^`u dde^'n cuo^'i sa'ch ngu+o+`i ta kho' co' the^? bie^'t anh co' ma(.t mu~i ngoa.i hi`nh ra sao . DDo' la` ddie^?m ta'c gia? bo? so't kha' dda'ng tie^'c, vi` co' the^? dda~ nha^.p va`o Hie^'u ne^n tu+. cho mi`nh bie^'t ve^` mi`nh qua' nhie^`u ne^n que^n kho^ng cho ddo^.c gia? bie^'t . DDie^?m dda'ng tie^'c nu+~a la` suy nghi~ no^.i ta^m cu?a Hie^'u chu+a ddu+o+.c ta'c gia? dda`o sa^u ddu? cho ne^n nha^n va^.t chie^'m tie^`n tru+o+`ng na`y dda~ kho^ng mang la.i cho cuo^'n sa'ch ca'i nha^.n thu+'c te^' nhi. sa^u sa('c dde^? ca'i kho^ng khi' ta^m ly' cu?a toa`n cuo^'n sa'ch ta.o tha`nh mo^.t the^' gio+'i ddo^.c dda'o rie^ng bie^.t cu?a tho+`i ky` ca^u chuye^.n die^~n ra .

     Co`n ca'i chuye^.n ca'c nha^n va^.t nu+~ ddu+o+.c ta.o tha`nh co^ng co' duye^n ho+n ha^'p da^~n ho+n ca'c nha^n va^.t nam ty? nhu+ DDie^.p, Ye^'n, Thu?y, Du+o+ng Cha^u, Hoa`i Hu+o+ng tho+`i cu~ng la` mo^.t hie^.n tu+o+.ng kho^ng mo+'i . Ca'c nha^n va^.t nu+~ cu?a nha` va(n Kha'i Hu+ng tho+`i tie^`n chie^'n va` ca? dde^'n Bi`nh Nguye^n Lo^.c, Le^ Xuye^n dde^`u ro~ re^.t so^'ng va` tha^.t ho+n ca'c nha^n nam . Ha^`u he^'t ca'c nha^n va^.t nam dde^`u thie^'u sa('c ca.nh, ti'nh khi' kho^ng ma.nh va` thu+o+`ng la` u?y mi. giao ddo^.ng tru+o+'c ca'c nga~ ddu+o+`ng ti`nh ye^u va` cuo^.c so^'ng va` di~ nhie^n cu~ng luo^n luo^n qua' nhie^`u ti`nh ca?m ha`o hoa va` hay nhu+o+.ng bo^. lu`i bu+o+'c tru+o+'c ca'c a'p lu+.c xa~ ho^.i . Co' the^? ddo' la` mo^.t ma'nh kho'e du+.ng truye^.n cu?a ta'c gia? ddo' cha(ng . Cha? vi` khi dde^? ca'c nha^n va^.t nam dao ddo^.ng nghie^ng nga? va` nhu+o+.ng bo^., ca'c o^ng dda~ dda^?y ca'c nha^n va^.t nu+~ tro+? tha`nh na.n nha^n dda'ng thu+o+ng cu?a hoa`n ca?nh va` ca^u chuye^.n ly ky` la` o+? cho^~ ddo' . Co' na`ng Kie^`u tru+o+'c kia va` ca'c na`ng Kie^`u kha'c cu?a nhie^`u tho+`i ky` sau na`y tho+`i mo+'i co' ca'c ta'c pha^?m die^~m ti`nh tru+~ ti`nh la~ng ma.n dde^? ca'c ddo^.c gia? nu+~ ham me^ .

     Cu~ng mo^.t u+u ddie^?m sau cu`ng la` ca'i dda(.c ddie^?m no^?i ba^.t cu?a su+. thoa?i ma'i tu+. nhie^n trong ca'c nha^.n thu+'c ve^` tha^n xa'c cu?a phe ddo^'i la^.p (sexe oppse'), su+. pho+i ba^`y thoa?i ma'i ca'i dde.p ca'i ma.nh kho?e tra`n tre^` sinh lu+.c cu?a co+ the^? nam nu+~ nhu+~ng ddu.ng cha.m ddu+o+ng nhie^n cu?a nam nu+~ trong ca'c sinh hoa.t nu+?a lao ddo^.ng nu+?a gia?i tri' nhu+ tre`o du+`a ha'i du+`a, tre`o ca^y ha'i qua? ta('m so^ng v .v . cu?a ca'c lo+'p trai ga'i nu+?a tha`nh thi. nu+?a tho^n que^ cu~ng dda~ la` mo^.t ne't tha`nh co^ng dda'ng lu+u y' cu?a ta'c gia? Mo^.t Gia^'c Mo+ Tie^n . Nghi~ cho cu`ng khi ngu+o+`i ta o+? tuo^?i mo+'i lo+'n kho?e ma.nh, so^'ng ta.i mo^.t vu`ng no^ng tho^n phong phu', ca^y tra'i rau co? to^m ca' e^ he^` nhu+ My~ Tho cha(?ng ha.n, tho+`i la`m sao bie^'t the^' na`o la` ddo'i ke'm ma^'t mu`a, du`ng ngu+o+`i thay tra^u ke'o ca^`y cu?a no^ng tho^n nghe`o mie^`n Ba('c mie^`n Trung ? Va` ne^'u khi cha`ng trai tre`o du+`a dde^? lo^. ... cu?a quy' va` phe nu+~ co' tha^'y va` ngu+o+.ng ngu`ng ddo^i chu't cho pha?i le~ va` phe nam nu+~ co`n co' the^? ddu`a ro+~n ve^` su+. ho+? hang cu?a nhau vo^ ti`nh hay hu+~u y' tho+`i ddo' cu~ng la` nhu+~ng ca?nh kha' thu+o+`ng tha^'y trong ca'c mo^'i giao tie^'p nam nu+~, va` ke^'t qua? chi? ta.o mo^.t kho^ng khi' ki'ch thi'ch kha' nhu.c ca?m cho mo.i lo+'p nam nu+~ kho?e ma.nh la(n va`o ca'i tro` cho+i ti`nh ye^u muo^n thuo+? . Di~ nhie^n dda(.c ddie^?m na`y cu?a Mo^.t Gia^'c Mo+ Tie^n cu~ng mang dde^'n cho cuo^'n sa'ch ca'i ha^'p da^~n ngo.t nga`o say dda('m kho' que^n cu?a nhu+~ng mo^'i ti`nh dda^`u, ca'c o^m a^'p ddu.ng cha.m co`n do+? dang, ca'i dda(.c ddie^?m dda~ khie^'n ta'c gia? bo? ho+n 200 trang gia^'y dde^? thua^.t la.i va` cu~ng mang dde^'n cho ca'c ddo^.c gia? dda~ o+? ... My~ Tho tru+o+'c dda^y, ca?m tha^'y mi`nh tre? la.i, va` sau khi ga^.p sa'ch cu~ng vu+`a nga^y nga^'t vu+`a mo+ ma`ng la^~n lo^.n nho+' la.i vo+'i nie^`m hoa`i ca?m ba?ng la?ng nhu+ mo^.t gia^'c mo+ chu+a du+'t, gia^'c mo+ ve^` mo^.t ca?nh thanh bi`nh dda~ ma^'t va` nhu+~ng mo^'i ti`nh cu~ng dda~ qua ddi, ma` ta'c gia? dda~ la`m so^'ng la.i tha^.t linh ddo^.ng va` te^' nhi., qua Mo^.t Gia^'c Mo+ Tie^n .


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